Thursday, September 23, 2010

please......

please...
please...
and please...
please be nice to us...
please be fair to us...
please be considerable and understand us...
We are human too.

Cuak mode: Insyallah you can do it!!! Buat yang terbaik...It’s okay to make mistake wahai  
                       diri...we are learning...Just do it!Just look forward!

“We don’t give erasers to the early childhood kids. Why? We want them to look forward not backward.”
(Shaleen, 2010)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Fighter

To N
Bukan wang yang aku harapkan...
Hanyalah kepercayaan yang aku nilaikan...
Bukan berniat untuk berdiam diri...
Tetapi tiada kata yang kumampu ungkapkan lagi...

To P
Andai tidak mampu berpegang janji...
Usahlah manis mengukir janji...
Kelak ia memakan diri...

I have had enough




"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."(2:286)

Yakin dan percayalah wahai hati
Hari yang ditunggu pasti akan tiba
Jika kau merasakan besarnya ujian ini
Maka ingatlah
Diluar sana
Masih ramai lagi hambaNya
Yang menghadapi ujian yang lebih besar daripada ujianmu ini
Bertabah!





E, 
Thanks for your words last night. 
You really made my night. 
Thanks for ALL!
Hanya Allah sahaja mampu membalas hati budimu, Insyallah.
Really grateful to have you in my life.

Monday, September 20, 2010

I play cards not heart.


HAHAHAHAHA

Lame.
Funny.
Can I say that life is so funny?
Nope!
I should say that life is full of funny bones.
After almost one year...
You told me another story...
I was like...
OMG!
How should I respond?
How should I react?
How should I ....what’s more?
Hahaha....
Can I laugh?
Sorry...
Oopss..sorry...I already laughed
What are you trying to say actually?
Sorry...
I couldn’t figure it out
Now I understand why they were laughing that day
Am I experiencing the same?



Hey!!!
I play cards 
Not heart.
THANK YOU.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Enough.fullstop.

Enough.
As expected!!!!
I don’t know whether I can believe you or not...
We both on the same boat...
Other friends too...
Some of them are even worse...
I am not mad at you...
and not also hate you...
I’m wordless...
I’m speechless...
I’m emotionless...
I don’t know what should I reply to you...
I don’t even know how I should react to your messages...
SORRY... I have no word for you...

Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you badly. Let God deal with the things do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too” (Zam, 2010)

Can I just let the time decide the solution??
I don’t want to think about this...
I don’t want to be bothered because of this matter...
I have a lot and more important things to think of, to deal with and to do....

‘Ukur baju di badan sendiri’       
'Mendengar guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan’
‘Berpegang lembu pada talinya, berpegang manusia pada janjinya’


Betapa indahnya tinggalan orang Melayu dahulu...
Betapa telitinya hasilan orang Melayu dahulu...
Bukan digarap hanya untuk ditatap tetapi digarap untuk anak-anak bangsa menghayati dan beramal



Saturday, September 18, 2010

“Bapak kau suka cincin ke??”


“Bapak kau suka cincin ke??”

That was hilarious man!!!
We didn’t expect that kind of answer....haha
Pergi ke housewarming umah izzy (mcm rombongan bawa hantaran kawen)....
hinggalah pulang smula ke kampung Herston....

Daripada main fruit salad (saket tekak menjerit weii men game ni...haha) sehinggalah main teka-teki...sgtla happening.....

Tak terduga mcm mana nk laporkn berita beruang kat zoo mati will end up with nenek yg digilai oleh rmai artis2 baru dan lama (Que Haidar, Rosnah Mat Aris, Vanidah Imran...mcm2 ye idea kita keluarkan...)

Agak2 bila smua dh posting nnti..duduk jauh2..trgt x kenangan nie?

Mesti RINDU dan PILU kan?
Agak-agak ada peluang tak lg nk main camni?

 Eid Fitr Celebration
2nd of Syawal 1431
11th of September 2010
Herston Complex

XOXO


9th Syawal 1431 Hijrah


Dalam sedar tak sedar.....
Rupa-rupanya dah 9 hari dh dln bulan Syawal....
My 2nd and last Syawal here...insyallah...
Will remember the precious moments here...
Buat kuih raya, rewang, memasak, celebrating the eid, solat raya di padang, bekerja 7jam d hr pertama raya...
Sorry peeps...didnt do my best for our celebration....you guys did a lot for our event
I was too homesick (ke alasan ni....i am promising myself that next time, with all my best, won’t do the same again)
SORRY SGT!!

For the last fortnight, a lot of things happened...
Predictable and unpredictable...

Alhamdulilah...mum is getting better..though she’s still eating moi
She said that kalu dr 100% skrg dh tinggal 30%...alhamdulilah
Mak...
I’m so sorry...
When I am sick, you are the one who always at my side...
But when you are sick, what can I do for you with these thousand kilometres away??
Cudnt cook for you....
Cudnt iron your clothes....
Cudnt feed you....
Cudnt ALL...
But i’m still thankful....
My prayer could always be with you...
My voice could enlighten your day...
My stories could make you laugh...
Sebak haritu when you told me...
“Mak ckp kat tok...dia mesti kuat..sakit sorg2 kat sana..kesian dia kat sana...”
Mak, alhmdulilah anak mak xpenah sakit teruk kat sini...cuma catch flu, stomach-ache..biasa2 ja...
Maybe you are one of the reasons why I can stand still till today!!!
Mak, I miss you a lot...

Alhamdulilah for the ICT result though being psycho-ed by Shaleen for a week....Alhamdulilah...
Will strive for the 2nd one

Wedding news...
Kepada yang mengejut dan yang xmengejut...
Congratulation to all of you...
Barakallahu lakuma insyallah....
Sam..
though i’m don’t know you well...i’m impressed with the changes, ur desicion, ur story....
Kak Nabilah...
kak, i miss u a lot...
kak, i still remember when you approached me during the orientation week
when u brought us to mid
when u came and picked up us from kl sentral when we cudnt find the exit
when u ...... (xdpt nk cerita...terlalu byk kak...hanya Allah shja mmpu membalas jasa-jasa kak)
Thanks you ur kindness, companions, thought, preach .....EVERYTHING!!  
Kak Zura
“Adik2, jom tgk movie next week!”
Thanks kak for making my 1st yr foundation memorable...
I’m thankful and grateful to be placed at ‘that house’...
Thou most of my friends said that living with seniors was a s*** experience, not to my roommates and i
Kak Tiqah
Thanks for inviting my mum and me
Sorry we both cudnt attend it
Mak sgt gmbira tau anak murid dia dh walimah.....
N****h & K** ***y
Still nk dgr pengumuman dr empunya diri, still msh terkejut..hehe

Sorry cudnt attend the invitations


 **Sedang mengumpul kekuatan untuk meluahkan sesuatu kepada sesorang...sorry, i coudnt take it anymore...u r too much dear....**