Of Hatred and Tears

It was the 2^nd time I cried to him.

I couldn’t bear with them anymore.

I couldn’t take them anymore.

I believe I deserved it much better.

Yes.

People said it’s a process of learning.

But,

I guess it’s a process of torturing,

Torturing mind, heart and soul.

I guess it’s a process of killing too.

Killing me softly...

Inside...and outside....

I’m dying...

Teach me, people.

Teach me, please.

Teach me how to swallow them without pain.

So that I can eat them all with a smile.

**Hati bertahanlah...bertahanlah...He knows what's the best for you....

**He wont give this challenges to you if He knows you cant take it...

Yakin dan bertawakallah duhai hati