Monday, April 18, 2011

PD's offtasking


Some people asked me why I didn’t for Sabah and Sarawak or KL. If I were to be posted to Sabah and Sarawak, I could get a lot money...kan ada elaun susah hati...or apply for KL...a lot of entertainment, shopping complexes, resources, etc..... and mudah dan senang bak kata mereka!

“Ni, biasa la bila dh tua-tua ni...semua penyakit nak mai kat kita”
“Ni, hidup ni kita bukan leh jangka susah or senang”

I guess both statements explain why I didn’t apply for Sabah, Sarawak, KL or southern or eastern states. But, if I get one of those, I will accept it.

Cause I meant to be there.
Cause He knows the best what is best for me.

Am I right?

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Of Hatred and Tears


It was the 2nd time I cried to him.
I couldn’t bear with them anymore.
I couldn’t take them anymore.
I believe I deserved it much better.

Yes.
People said it’s a process of learning.
But,
I guess it’s a process of torturing,
Torturing mind, heart and soul.
I guess it’s a process of killing too.
Killing me softly...
Inside...and outside....
I’m dying...

Teach me, people.
Teach me, please.
Teach me how to swallow them without pain.
So that I can eat them all with a smile.



**Hati bertahanlah...bertahanlah...He knows what's the best for you....
**He wont give this challenges to you if He knows you cant take it...

Yakin dan bertawakallah duhai hati

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Hate and Life

I know this is not good....
But I couldn't avoid them

For this time being....
I start hating KBA's admin
I start hating sports
I start hating extra classess
I start hating feedback
I start hating K reality shows.....

Monday, April 11, 2011

Extreme weather vs Mood Swing

 **middle finger**

What was that?

Fine.
Say as what you want.
Do as what you wish.

But I guess you dont have to show it to others.
Cause we have it too,
But we are just not like you.
Don't you feel ashamed for that?

Sticks and stones may hurt my bones but words and action never hurt me.

Monday, April 4, 2011

What goes around comes around...

 Suddenly, I remembered this song...
 
By Justin Timberlake....

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Frozen in Antarctica, melted in Sahara


thank you for those who have submitted the reflection for contemporary children's lit.  Those who have not, thank you very much, at least i know what you are made of.




I’m made of jellies, chocolates and ice cream....Anda pula?

Friday, April 1, 2011

Box

They always say that we have to think out of the box,
But when we are trying to open the box..they just knock us down.....completely....