It is out!

It is out.

The Result.

Am I happy?

Am I frustrated?

Not really sure...

But,
Alhamdulilah

I am really sure...

I am relieved.

I am grateful.

I am proud of myself.

“Cause learning is not about grades”

“It is about learning”

And now...
I'm learning to learn it...
Wholeheartedly.
Insyallah

You and me

It’s clear now

You and me

Yours and mine

Different!

Sometimes I wonder

Who are we in your eyes?

Are we too different?

Though we are not in the same boat

We still sail it on the same ocean...

lab test

I went to the Red Hill Collection for the lab test as suggested by Dr Jan Casey...Alhamdulilah, I was told that they will send the bill straight away to the Medibank (kopak la kalu kena byr sndri)...She asked me, “Do you want to do it now?”... I said “Yes!!” (dengan amat confident skali..padahal dr kecik2 mmg takot jarum)...After a few seconds, I realized that she took about 5 tubes of my blood (patutla lama sgt)...Gudness!!Byk ok!!!

I really hope that the result will come out clean...Ameen

Met Hanis at city. She told me “Kau pucat sgt..kau ok ke?”. At the moment I felt nothing, cuma lenguh tangan sebelah kanan ja...bila dh sampai umah...huii penat and letih gila...At last KO for 2 hours....hee (skrg dh ok cuma lengan masih lenguh....mmg camneh eh?)

various....

Firstly,

Alhamdulilah...for the 1^st time in these two years I got 7 for both assessments thou rmai ckp lecturer tu saiko...

For me, she’s bit saiko but if u follow what she said..insyallah u’ll be fine....

Then why you guys nk bising2?Dtg kelas x? Buat cam dia cakap x?

Pandai-pandai pk la..dh besar dah pon....

Secondly,

I’m bored already..Fa...ku sudah rindu..thx for visiting us here...hope u enjoy the trip to the fullest

Bila bawa Fa berjalan-jali di Kota Brisbane, I just realized that besar jugak rupanya Brissy neh... (apola.. dh nk balik bru nak tahu ke?haishhh)

Fa..Thanx for treating me at Max Brenner...(kusuka waffle tu...sedaapp)

Alamak!!lupa nk sedut gambo!!!!

Nanti la ya..jgn delete tau!

Thirdly,

Welcome back home to the fruit pickers....

Mmg kental abes la....

Ak yg dgr ni pon rs terseksa....

Btw, tanned gila weyhh korg...(nk tggu tgk si scottish bertukar menjadi african..tp cm xkesampaian ja...heee)

Happy ak td tgk korg mkn even yg ak masak tu cm xsedapp...hehe...ya ampunnn!!!

Get well soon to both of you!

Lastly,

Ish..ak dh xtau nk ckp apa2 dh...

We can’t play all the times!
There is time for that.

And there is a limit too.

You should know it

It’s a common sense
People's life pon ko leh buat main2....
(Perlukan org tlg explainkn ke?)

OK..DAH LEGA!ALHAMDULILAH!

Eid Adha

Eid Adha celebration...

Nothing much could be told....

Just a plain celebration with a painful stomach....

It's 10 Zulhijjah 1431

Okay...

Malam ni adalah malam raya

Sayunya....

Raya keempat diperantauan

But insyallah..dgn kawan2 disisi..rindu itu akan terubat, I believe....

Okay,

Sangat sedih apabila sehari before raya and on the malam raya itself you are feeling sick

Sangat x best

I think kali ni paling worst penah alami

I can’t even walk to the kitchen this morning

I can’t even sleep on the bed

I nearly cried...

Okay,

Result ICT dah keluar

I feel really nervous and afraid...

What grade will I get?

Will I pass the assessment?

Seriously, I am ‘cuak’ when I saw her marks

Will I be okay?

Okay,

Sudah...esok raya....you should enjoy your last raya here!

Put all worries aside dulu...

I really hope I can join to the Eid Prayer tomorrow

nk ikot juga!!!!!

Enough with your sorry

Don’t say sorry anymore

Cause it means nothing

It doesn’t matter how many times you say it

But in the end...It just the same

Okay, fine~

I can see it clearly

I know well about it

I know well how it works

Sometimes I wonder...

Who are we in your eyes?

Why you treat us differently?

Are we different from them?

May be we are just your friends but not your ‘friends’.

Your words

Your words,

I felt they were folly,

I felt they were empty.

I felt they were petty,

Your words,

I always ignored them,

I always forgot them,

I didn’t take them seriously,

But now...

As I experienced them,

I looked back and reflected you words,

I realized how much they mean to me,

I realized how important they are to me,

They are so precious.

They teach me how to live the life,

They teach me how to love the life,

They are PRICELESS!

Ayah,

Now I understand how you felt before.
Ayah,
Sorry for not being such a good daughter.
Ayah,
I'm so sorry.

I will be missing you so much....

It's official: I am retiring! Huge decision... but all things considered, it seems to be time to hang up my academic hat and concentrate on staying well, being a Grandma, playing more music, and keeping tabs on all my faraway friends. Phew…(Jo Carr, 10^th November, 2010)

Finally she announced it to us…

Though I felt a bit sad but I believe it is good decision...

Hope u will get stronger and can fly n visit us later...

Thank you for always being with us and everything you have done...

You are the best coordinator ever!

You are the best educator ever!

You are the best supporter ever!

You are the best counselor ever!

You are the best motivator ever!

You are the BEST!!

I think this song suits you the most, Jo…I will miss you so much….

Because You Loved Me

Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I love you so much Jo~

Psst: Astagfirullahalazim...camna ak leh jd shopaholic arini....jgn shopping lebih2!!kan ad target yg perlu dicapai..haishh...but I really love my United Colors of Bennetton handbag and purse...They are so gorgeous!

I’m really FULL and I feel really FAT too...

I’m really  FULL

and I feel really FAT too...

At the first place, Syapa ajak p mandi kat Southbank...tp malas n segan la...tggu girls outing... bru best nk main2 kat Street Beach...dh siap2 nk solat isya’ tiba Batip ajak g Indian Kitchen..apa lagi...seperti orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal.....perut memang dh berdondang sayang ditambah pula nk g dgn kereta....laju ja smua nk g (“korang ni..ak ajak g mndi kat Southbank xnak..ak ajak g makan..laju je smua org” kata Cik Put selaku driver n ketua rombongan...hehe...)

At first, menjamu selera kat Indian Kitchen selepas penat mncari parking

Rice+butter chicken+mango chicken+tandoori chicken+naan cheese+plain water

(perut naga ke smua org ni..tp abes tau..sbb sgt lapar!!!!)

Pas bergossip2..meluah perasaan...”ish xbest la kat sini..org ramai...Jom g Max Brenner jom!”

Iced choc+choc waffle

 Nampak sedap kan?Mmg sedap pon...heee

(I think mkn kat Sydney dulu lg sedap tp masih sedap juga...choc itu sgt ssseeedddaaapppp)


Then, we went to Kanggaroo Point
(Rupa-rupa cntik Brissy City dikala malam)


Lastly, lalu Story Bridge
(Mmg dalam angan2 nk lalu Story Bridge time malam2...cntik!Subhanallah)

Anyway..it was such a memorable outing...

Smlm bru je duk smbg dgn Ben..nk g mkn kat Indian Kitchen and Max Brenner...

alhamdulilah...Allah itu kan Maha Mendengar....

I’m really  FULL

and I feel really FAT too...

Psst: Pada sgt ini masih kenyang smpai xleh tdo..even td kerja 5 jam berbekal kn sesuap nasi sbgai breakfast...

Yeay!

Alhamdulillah..yeay!

Dah abes exam!

Dah abes a-sigh-ments!

Dah abes sem!

Nak buat apa cuti neh?

Hmmmm....

Alhamdullilah...I felt a bit proud of myself cuz I managed to control my anxiety...though I still went to the toilet during the exam, it was not as worst as before!Keep that up!

Haishhh..kenapala dua tiga hari ini rs menyampah dgn dia..dh besar2 pon nk mengada2 lg....haishh...bertalam sepuluh muka lagi...

Ohh....Perlis terchenta masih banjir lg...tp air dlm umah dh surut....Ya Allah permudahkan urusan hamba2Mu...ameen

Finally, it will be shipped~

Byk giler kan?

Hahaha...macam2 ada....

Total semua kotak= 19

18 boxes will be shipped to Perlis

1 will be shipped to Putrajaya (Thx Erma... TenTen, till we meet again in IPBA)

Started at 4.30 pm

Finished at 8.00pm

**Kosongnya garage...hehe...**

**Seronok main train2...**

**Happy Birthday Aliaa**

Okeh..Jumaat ni exam...sila study!!!