Could you say sorry?

Why you had to shout at me?

I just asked you nicely,

Also, had no attention of burdening you

If you didn’t respect me, do I have too?

I don’t ask you much

Respect me and I’ll respect you too

Treat me nicely and I’ll do it too

Treat me as you want to be treated, please~

You called me friend but you betrayed me

You asked for your right but you denied mine

You lied to me but you pretended you were innocent

You told me sorry but you just did it again

Do you think I am dumb?

Do you think I am deaf?

Do you think I am blind?

I am neither stupid nor foolish

Neither an angel nor a prophet

I am me

Who have heart

and brain too

Treat me nicely and I'll do the same for you

Thank you.

BNE:IMU

They taught us there is no favouritism among students but why they...

They taught us that we have to cater our students’ needs but why they...

They taught us that we need to cater students’ different abilities but why they... 
They taught us that sometimes we make mistake but why they...

They taught us that teaching must be meaningful but why they...

They taught us to think validity, reliability etc when conducting tests on the students but  
why they...

They taught us to trust our students but why they...

They taught us to respect our students but why they...

They taught us to be punctual but why they...

They tell us don’t give reasons but why they...

They tell us that they are going to support us but why they...

They tell us don’t complaint much but why they...

They tell us to give freedom for students to speak but why they...

BEEN THERE, DONE THAT, NOW I’M BACK...

It’s easier said than done I guess

Maybe they are teaching us in such a special way

*Sigh*

Unexpected

If you feel that you are having the toughest moment ever,

Just remember,

There are others who are more suffering than you.

So,

Who are you to complaint on your difficulties?

Who are you to question on His qada’ and qadar?

Be thankful, reflect and learn.

Cause HE works in a mysterious way.

 

I was speechless when I heard her story, I didn't expect it would happened to her. Now I understand why she was crying the other day. Thank you Allah, you give me more courage to face this world in a special way. Let's pray to Allah for the best. Cause He knows the best what lies behind all these. AMEEN.

no looking back

Some people are nice to others, but not to their own family.
Yet, prophet Muhammad s.a.w. said, "the best among you are those who are best to their own family"
Don't we want to be the best?

(Cik Yum, 2011)

Thanks Cik Yum...

I’m confidence now...

To step one step forward...

INSYALLAH...

Lesson to be learnt

For the past two weeks till today, I encountered a lot of love problems.

Not mine, others...maybe mine too...cause love doesn’t only mean a relationship between a man and a woman, right??

I believe He wants me to...

SEE it.

LOOK on it.

THINK about it.

RATIONALIZE it.

LEARN from it.

I could see how a person could...

cry

suffer

sacrifice

change

love
lie

determine

broke

fight

gone crazy

care
tough
strong
be patient

be more rationalized

be more matured

because of LOVE.

Thank you Allah...

Di kala hati ini mula goyah...mula jatuh daripada landasanMu...

Engkau perkenankan doa hambaMu ini...

Engkau berikan petunjukMu in such beautiful and mysterious ways...

Dikala minda ini tertanya-tanya

Dikala hati ini mencari-cari

They work best for me.

THANK YOU.

"Cukuplah ALLAH bagiku, hanya kepadanya aku bertawakal..."

La Tahzan

Tadi masa balik dr tahlil kat umah Aizat, Intan ckp dia penah terbaca satu buku nie yg tulis...

Jangan bersedih jika kita kehilangan sesuatu kerana semuanya milik Allah...so kita sebagai hambaNya mestilah selalu bersyukur....

MasyaAllah
Intan, thx for the reminder...

Kadang kala bila diri ini bersedih...

Ingatkah aku bahawa semua itu adalah milikNya?

Kadangkala bila diri ini bergembira...

Bersyukurkah aku pada nikmatNya?

Kadangkala bila diri ini ditimpa sedikit kesusahan...

Bersabarkah aku dengan dugaan tersebut?

Pernahkah diri ini menyalahkan takdir yang ditetapkan?

Masih adakah omelan-omelan kecil meniti di bibir ini?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...

Ampunilah hambaMu ini...

Semoga aku menjadi hambaMu yang sentiasa bersyukur...Ameen

Aku pernah menangis dikala mengambil keputusan SPM

Aku pernah menangis apabila kerana berkecil hati dengan gurauan kawan-kawan

Aku juga pernah menangis mengenangkan dugaan yang menimpa keluargaku

Aku pernah bersedih kerana tidak mendapat university yang aku inginkan

Aku juga pernah bersedih apabila dibanding bezakan

Aku pernah bersedih kerana dikhianati

Tapi...

Tanpa kesedihan dan tangisan itu...

Mungkin aku tidak akan setabah hari ini...

Mungkin aku tidak mampu untuk berdiri diatas kakiku pada hari ini...

Mungkin aku tidak mengenal hati budi manusia dan dunia pada hari ini...

Dan mungkin...

Aku bukanlah aku pada hari ini

THANK YOU ALLAH

Mulai hari ini  aku berazam agar

~tidak mudah mengeluh

~apabila ditimpa ujian, be cool and think rationally, don’t ever blame the qada’ and qadar

~bersyukur dengan segala-galanya cuz aturan Allah itu cantik...cantik untuk segala-galanya...mungkin pada hari ini kita tidak menyukai aturan itu, tetapi sebenarnya ia adalah yang terbaik buat kita...wallahualam~

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal dia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui” (Al-Baqarah:216)

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya” (Al-Baqarah:286)

“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman” (AL-Imran:139)

“Dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir” (Yusuf:87)

INSYALLAH!! 

**Sila berhenti merungut malas nak balik IPBA and malas nk belajar plz, cause plz remember...ada org nk sgt2 nk belajar tp terpksa bercuti dgn lama...sedangkan aku aman damai je kat sini...dan sila ingat bahawa jika rasa diri ini menderita....ada orang yang lebih menderita di luar sana, sila bersyukur wahai diri...

IPBA oh IPBA...

Can I not to go back there?

Can I just stay here?

Can they make this holiday longer?

Cause...

I wanna stay at home a little bit longer...

I wanna spend more time with them...

I wanna give them my supports...

I wanna help them when they sick...

Cause I know they need me.

Could I?

Cheezy wedges

“hang igt x masa tadika dulu ak pnah cubit pipi hang?”

BONGEK~

tau la nk ngusik aku pon tp xyah la smpai mcm tu...:P

malu gila weii...hahaha....

mcm ilang dh pipi aku ni...hahaha...

kang terperasan satgi.... kacau~

hahahah...

cheesy gila okeh!

batip(2011) berpesan...ayat2 cheesy neh bkn leh pakai sgt

A Call

Just got a call

I’m grateful you are safe

Sorry if I talked so much

I just feel relieved

Cause I know

You are okay there

And more importantly...

More calm than me, I guess

Hahaha....btw, ko pulak nasihatkan aku suh belajar rajin2 padahal aku yg patut bg support supaya bertabah...Huu...terbalik sudeyh...

Prayers from here

Hope that you are safe there...

Hope that you can survive till the end...

Hope that you won’t give up...

Aku bukannya sengaja nak emo weyh

Ko kawan aku

Walaupon ko salu pow aku

Walaupon ko xcaya pasal yang aku cerita haritu...

Tapi...

Ko salu dgr aku merepek2

Ko salu dgr aku emo2

Ko salu jadi kaunter aduan aku

Ko juga salu bg smgt kat aku...bg nasihat...bagi pndpt...

Bila ak suh ko balik Malaysia

Ko cakap....

“Hani, orang hidup sampai umur berapa pon, 10, 20, 100...kalu dah ajal...akan mati juga”

Seriously aku sebak...

Dalam cemas-cemas camtu...

Dalam keadaan yg xsecure camtu...

Ko still sangat tenang...

Bila ak tanya ko makan apa...

“Makan je la apa-apa yang ada, jangan bimbang”

Bila aku suh ko pergi Jordan

Ko cakap...

“Hani, aku ada sepluh ringgit je ni”

Bila ak cakap pnjam duit aku dulu...

Ko tolak

Macam-macam alasan ko kasik....

Malas nak keluar la

Bahaya kalu keluar dari rumah la

Susah nak bayar balik la

Paling aku sebak bila ko jawab...

“Hani, ko duk kl...byk nk kena pakai duet..mahal...”

Ko still fikir camtu....even sbnrnya aku tau ko tgh sesak gila...

Hurmmm....

Tak perlu risau pasal ak kat sini...

Atleast aku di sini...

Di Malaysia

Sorry sgt2
Ak ckp ak dh xde kedit td

Padahal....

Aku tanak ko tahu ak sebenarnya dh banjir sebenarnya....

Sebab aku tahu

Betapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikulnya...
Sebab aku tahu
Ko tanak aku risau sebenarnya

Hope everything will be fine soon...AMEEEN

Ya Allah, aku mohon padamu agar Engkau selamatkan dan peliharalah sahabat-sahabatku dan Muslim di Egypt sana, semoga mereka sentiasa bertabah dan tidak berputus asa...ameen...

Back to track again...

OK!

Dah lama gila x menulis...kinda bz (chehh...alasan kunun...mayb la kan...sort of bz n not in the mood of writing actually)

I just realized that I’ll write a lot when I’m not in a stable condition(bunyi cm parah ja..haha...what I mean is not in the good feeling)

I guess writing blog kinda help me to ease the ‘feelings’

Oh my sweet DECEMBER

Home sweet home.

After two years menjenguk tempat2 org...now I’m back!

Back with a new ‘me’ I guess...Insyallah

Nothing much different (OK tipu! brg2 dh berubah sbb banjir haritu)

(Tipu lagi!) Till now...I’m still learning to believe....

Believe the fact that in this era...there are people who kill people silently...

Ya Allah, Engkau tolonglah hambaMu ini...

Betapa kerdilnya hambaMu ini...

Oh my sweet JANUARY

Back in IPBA!

Lain cerita,

Lain benua,

Lain penerimaannya.

Fine,

I have had it enough

I said enough...Enough la!

Enough with your stories,

Enough with your sorry,

Enough with your excuses...

Cause I have had them enough....

Thank you for giving me this experience~