tersenyum kembali....

Alhamdulilah...

Selepas mendengar suaramu...

Kumampu tersenyum kembali...

Biarpun kita jauh beribu batu....

Kau tetap hati!

Dia kan ada...

Hati...

bertenanglah...

Diri...

bertabahlah...

Emosi...

sila stabil please....

Minda.....

sila focus!

sikit ja la..bertahan..bertahan...she’ll be fine...Insyallah....

Ingat

Dia kan ada....Dia pasti akan menjaga dia

Don’t worry too much, dear

She’ll be fine, insyallah....

Kalau kita duk sedih-sedih cmneh...mesti dia lagi sedih...

She loves you so much

So, you must love yourself as well

Dah...dah...

Jangan serabut2 lg...jgn sedih2 lg...jgn emo2 lg...
You said you wanna be a strong girl
Kalau duk serabut2 cmnih...mcm mana nk jd strong...
Bangun...bangun...

Ada 4 esemen menanti

Ada 1 exam menanti

She hopes the best from you, dear

I know you can face all these

Just do whatever you need to do

Ingat

Dia kan ada....

periuk kecik tp nk kerak besar

Smlm tepon mak....mcm2 cerita keluar...from A to Z...from gossips to life experiences...kalu masa kecik2 dulu...huii..takot gila dgn mak...garang gila...tp skrg dh besar2 nie...kita dh jd mcm kawan dh kn, mak kn? though i know u won’t read this, nk tnya jugak!!Even kita dh cm kawan, I’m still ur daughter, insyallah akn sentiasa mnjaga batas2nya. Alhamdulillah, bila dh besar2 ni...I can see what lies behind your teaching. I’m grateful to Him, though mak sgt grg masa kami kecik2 dulu...tp kalu mak xgarang macam tu...mungkin skrg kami adik beradik x jadi ‘orang’, kan mak kan?

Mak, even dlm kita bersembang2 biasa...dlm sedar xsedar...u always gives me a lot of advices. Your advices selalunya madah yang bersahaja tetapi sgt mendalam....beautiful yet meaningful....lupa...cikgu bm la katakan...hikhik....

“org skrg nie mcm2...periuk kecik tp nk kerak besar”

Yep, that’s right, mak...org skrg ni mmg mcm2...from your words tu...mcm2 kita leh tafsirkan....mcm2 yg berkaitan.....

“janganla kita berjaya dlm pelajaran sahaja tetapi......”

Nauzubillah, minta dijauhkan, minta disimpangkan....mcm2 skrg ni...kita dgr byk jenayah kolar putih, rmai org dh ilang common sense, rmai yang dh....mcm2 la....nauzubillahiminzalik...kalu nk kata xbelajar....ramai ja masuk university tp??? Quoted from someone..tp kalu quote dr dua org jd sometwo ke?:P..hehe

“belajar tinggi-tinggi, bodoh bertingkat2”

“orang yang pandai tak semestinya bijak”

Sometimes I wonder, kenapa smua benda ni berlaku...salah siapa?salah asuhan ibu bapa?didikan guru?societies’ expectation? or sbnrnya kita yang xikot ajaran yang satu? Let’s ponder, think and reflect.

Jauh lagi perjalananku ini

Banyak lagi yang perlu aku belajar

Banyak lagi rintangan yang akan kutempuhi

Ya Allah

Tunjukknlah hambaMu ini jalan yang lurus

Jalan orang-orang yang Engkau beri nikmat kepadanya; bukan jalan mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan pula jalan mereka yang sesat

AMEEN....

(1;6,7)

Note: posted, replied.

please......

please...

please...

and please...

please be nice to us...

please be fair to us...

please be considerable and understand us...
We are human too.

Cuak mode: Insyallah you can do it!!! Buat yang terbaik...It’s okay to make mistake wahai  

                       diri...we are learning...Just do it!Just look forward!

“We don’t give erasers to the early childhood kids. Why? We want them to look forward not backward.”

(Shaleen, 2010)

Fighter

To N

Bukan wang yang aku harapkan...

Hanyalah kepercayaan yang aku nilaikan...

Bukan berniat untuk berdiam diri...

Tetapi tiada kata yang kumampu ungkapkan lagi...

To P

Andai tidak mampu berpegang janji...

Usahlah manis mengukir janji...

Kelak ia memakan diri...

I have had enough

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."(2:286)

Yakin dan percayalah wahai hati

Hari yang ditunggu pasti akan tiba

Jika kau merasakan besarnya ujian ini

Maka ingatlah

Diluar sana

Masih ramai lagi hambaNya

Yang menghadapi ujian yang lebih besar daripada ujianmu ini

Bertabah!

E, 
Thanks for your words last night. 
You really made my night. 
Thanks for ALL!
Hanya Allah sahaja mampu membalas hati budimu, Insyallah.
Really grateful to have you in my life.

I play cards not heart.

HAHAHAHAHA

Lame.

Funny.

Can I say that life is so funny?

Nope!

I should say that life is full of funny bones.

After almost one year...

You told me another story...

I was like...

OMG!

How should I respond?

How should I react?

How should I ....what’s more?

Hahaha....

Can I laugh?

Sorry...

Oopss..sorry...I already laughed

What are you trying to say actually?

Sorry...
I couldn’t figure it out

Now I understand why they were laughing that day

Am I experiencing the same?

Hey!!!

I play cards 
Not heart.

THANK YOU.

Enough.fullstop.

Enough.

As expected!!!!

I don’t know whether I can believe you or not...

We both on the same boat...

Other friends too...

Some of them are even worse...

I am not mad at you...

and not also hate you...

I’m wordless...

I’m speechless...

I’m emotionless...

I don’t know what should I reply to you...

I don’t even know how I should react to your messages...

SORRY... I have no word for you...

“Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you badly. Let God deal with the things do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too” (Zam, 2010)

Can I just let the time decide the solution??

I don’t want to think about this...

I don’t want to be bothered because of this matter...
I have a lot and more important things to think of, to deal with and to do....

‘Ukur baju di badan sendiri’       

'Mendengar guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan’

‘Berpegang lembu pada talinya, berpegang manusia pada janjinya’

Betapa indahnya tinggalan orang Melayu dahulu...

Betapa telitinya hasilan orang Melayu dahulu...

Bukan digarap hanya untuk ditatap tetapi digarap untuk anak-anak bangsa menghayati dan beramal

“Bapak kau suka cincin ke??”

“Bapak kau suka cincin ke??”

That was hilarious man!!!

We didn’t expect that kind of answer....haha

Pergi ke housewarming umah izzy (mcm rombongan bawa hantaran kawen)....
hinggalah pulang smula ke kampung Herston....

Daripada main fruit salad (saket tekak menjerit weii men game ni...haha) sehinggalah main teka-teki...sgtla happening.....

Tak terduga mcm mana nk laporkn berita beruang kat zoo mati will end up with nenek yg digilai oleh rmai artis2 baru dan lama (Que Haidar, Rosnah Mat Aris, Vanidah Imran...mcm2 ye idea kita keluarkan...)

Agak2 bila smua dh posting nnti..duduk jauh2..trgt x kenangan nie?

Mesti RINDU dan PILU kan?
Agak-agak ada peluang tak lg nk main camni?

 Eid Fitr Celebration
2nd of Syawal 1431
11th of September 2010
Herston Complex

XOXO

9th Syawal 1431 Hijrah

Dalam sedar tak sedar.....

Rupa-rupanya dah 9 hari dh dln bulan Syawal....

My 2^nd and last Syawal here...insyallah...

Will remember the precious moments here...

Buat kuih raya, rewang, memasak, celebrating the eid, solat raya di padang, bekerja 7jam d hr pertama raya...

Sorry peeps...didnt do my best for our celebration....you guys did a lot for our event

I was too homesick (ke alasan ni....i am promising myself that next time, with all my best, won’t do the same again)

SORRY SGT!!

For the last fortnight, a lot of things happened...

Predictable and unpredictable...

Alhamdulilah...mum is getting better..though she’s still eating moi

She said that kalu dr 100% skrg dh tinggal 30%...alhamdulilah

Mak...

I’m so sorry...

When I am sick, you are the one who always at my side...

But when you are sick, what can I do for you with these thousand kilometres away??

Cudnt cook for you....

Cudnt iron your clothes....

Cudnt feed you....

Cudnt ALL...

But i’m still thankful....

My prayer could always be with you...

My voice could enlighten your day...

My stories could make you laugh...

Sebak haritu when you told me...

“Mak ckp kat tok...dia mesti kuat..sakit sorg2 kat sana..kesian dia kat sana...”

Mak, alhmdulilah anak mak xpenah sakit teruk kat sini...cuma catch flu, stomach-ache..biasa2 ja...

Maybe you are one of the reasons why I can stand still till today!!!

Mak, I miss you a lot...

Alhamdulilah for the ICT result though being psycho-ed by Shaleen for a week....Alhamdulilah...

Will strive for the 2^nd one

Wedding news...

Kepada yang mengejut dan yang xmengejut...

Congratulation to all of you...

Barakallahu lakuma insyallah....

Sam..

though i’m don’t know you well...i’m impressed with the changes, ur desicion, ur story....

Kak Nabilah...

kak, i miss u a lot...

kak, i still remember when you approached me during the orientation week

when u brought us to mid

when u came and picked up us from kl sentral when we cudnt find the exit

when u ...... (xdpt nk cerita...terlalu byk kak...hanya Allah shja mmpu membalas jasa-jasa kak)

Thanks you ur kindness, companions, thought, preach .....EVERYTHING!!  

Kak Zura

“Adik2, jom tgk movie next week!”

Thanks kak for making my 1^st yr foundation memorable...

I’m thankful and grateful to be placed at ‘that house’...

Thou most of my friends said that living with seniors was a s*** experience, not to my roommates and i

Kak Tiqah

Thanks for inviting my mum and me

Sorry we both cudnt attend it

Mak sgt gmbira tau anak murid dia dh walimah.....

N****h & K** ***y

Still nk dgr pengumuman dr empunya diri, still msh terkejut..hehe

Sorry cudnt attend the invitations

 **Sedang mengumpul kekuatan untuk meluahkan sesuatu kepada sesorang...sorry, i coudnt take it anymore...u r too much dear....**

It's 1st of SyAwal...and I??

No word can describe this feeling....

Kenangan Mengusik Jiwa

Hari ni dh 28 Ramadhan 1431

Cepatnya Ramadhan kali ni berlalu

I'm missing the moment that we spent together last yr

I'm missing kak Sarah, kak Umai, kak Izzi, kak Nurul and Kak Rozy

I'm missing kak Nora...org yg plg sibuk nk divide grup n surah utk tadarus

I'm missing kak Choc with her doremon bag n smbal terasi

I'm missing kak Gorge dgn telatahnya 

I MISS YOU GUYS A LOT!!

I still remember

...the day you invited me at the airport

...the day you took me to the city

...the day you comforted me

...the day you taught me 

...the day you helped me 

...the day you celebrated my birthday

...the day you prepared the breakfast for me

...the day I sent you off to the airport

...the day we ate together

...the day we hanged out together

...the day we laughed together

all days that we spent together

I MISS YOU

me (9/8/2010 12:12:01 AM): rndu kat ktrg x kak?
me (9/8/2010 12:12:04 AM): chewaaah
me (9/8/2010 12:12:05 AM): hehe
her (9/8/2010 12:12:20 AM): hehe
her (9/8/2010 12:12:24 AM): mstla rndu gler
her (9/8/2010 12:12:31 AM): tp korg mst xrndu kitorg
her (9/8/2010 12:12:35 AM): sbb dh de jniors

Seriously, you guys can't be replaced. They are not the same as all of you. Too much different. Semoga kita termasuk dlm golongan 7 golongan yg bteduh di bwh Arasy Allah

Insyallah...ameen...

Testing...testing...testing 123

Jeng jeng jeng.....akhirnya terhasil juga blogku ini

Sbnrnya dh lama dh nk tulis blog tp xdak keyakinan...tp lepas diencouraged oleh Tengku Jannah (perasan gila dgn gelaran dia neh...haha....) mlm td...maka terlahirlah blog ni..chewaah...

Thou pnh dgr ad org ckp "org yg tulis blog ni selalunya org yg lonely" (homosapien, n.d)..tah la...(i dunno whether i am categorized with that statement or not) i think myb this is a good start for me to express what's inside this heart...dr duk smpan smua benda dlm hati....nnti meletup cm volcano Krakatau..susah nnti.....byk pula kemalangan jiwa and raga nnti...hehe

Hurmmm....She messaged me this morning..telling me that she's so sorry....she's unemployed now...she might not be able to pay my money back as she promised me... (i'm used to it dear....dh mangli dh)  

I didnt say a word to her..it's not that I was angry at her..it is just...i have NO feeling at all... i already lost my trust in you....SORRY(buat la apa yg kau nk buat..mls nk pkr...ada byk benda lg nk pkrkan)...now i understand when a friend of mine said to me...dia dh xrasa apa2 dh bila org buat cmtu kat dia..now i'm experiencing the same condition....sorry for xberapa nk boleh selami ur feeling when u told me bout that dulu...now understand that much better

to u ...thank you for teaching me about life

to u ...thank you for teaching me about friendship

to u ...thank you for teaching me about 'trust'

to u ...thank you for teaching me how to be a strong person

to u ...thank you for teaching me how to deal with life

to u ...thank you for teaching me how to deal with people

to u ...thank you for letting me understand other's feeling as well

to u ...THANK YOU!