tersenyum kembali....

Alhamdulilah...

Selepas mendengar suaramu...

Kumampu tersenyum kembali...

Biarpun kita jauh beribu batu....

Kau tetap hati!

Dia kan ada...

Hati...

bertenanglah...

Diri...

bertabahlah...

Emosi...

sila stabil please....

Minda.....

sila focus!

sikit ja la..bertahan..bertahan...she’ll be fine...Insyallah....

Ingat

Dia kan ada....Dia pasti akan menjaga dia

Don’t worry too much, dear

She’ll be fine, insyallah....

Kalau kita duk sedih-sedih cmneh...mesti dia lagi sedih...

She loves you so much

So, you must love yourself as well

Dah...dah...

Jangan serabut2 lg...jgn sedih2 lg...jgn emo2 lg...
You said you wanna be a strong girl
Kalau duk serabut2 cmnih...mcm mana nk jd strong...
Bangun...bangun...

Ada 4 esemen menanti

Ada 1 exam menanti

She hopes the best from you, dear

I know you can face all these

Just do whatever you need to do

Ingat

Dia kan ada....

periuk kecik tp nk kerak besar

Smlm tepon mak....mcm2 cerita keluar...from A to Z...from gossips to life experiences...kalu masa kecik2 dulu...huii..takot gila dgn mak...garang gila...tp skrg dh besar2 nie...kita dh jd mcm kawan dh kn, mak kn? though i know u won’t read this, nk tnya jugak!!Even kita dh cm kawan, I’m still ur daughter, insyallah akn sentiasa mnjaga batas2nya. Alhamdulillah, bila dh besar2 ni...I can see what lies behind your teaching. I’m grateful to Him, though mak sgt grg masa kami kecik2 dulu...tp kalu mak xgarang macam tu...mungkin skrg kami adik beradik x jadi ‘orang’, kan mak kan?

Mak, even dlm kita bersembang2 biasa...dlm sedar xsedar...u always gives me a lot of advices. Your advices selalunya madah yang bersahaja tetapi sgt mendalam....beautiful yet meaningful....lupa...cikgu bm la katakan...hikhik....

“org skrg nie mcm2...periuk kecik tp nk kerak besar”

Yep, that’s right, mak...org skrg ni mmg mcm2...from your words tu...mcm2 kita leh tafsirkan....mcm2 yg berkaitan.....

“janganla kita berjaya dlm pelajaran sahaja tetapi......”

Nauzubillah, minta dijauhkan, minta disimpangkan....mcm2 skrg ni...kita dgr byk jenayah kolar putih, rmai org dh ilang common sense, rmai yang dh....mcm2 la....nauzubillahiminzalik...kalu nk kata xbelajar....ramai ja masuk university tp??? Quoted from someone..tp kalu quote dr dua org jd sometwo ke?:P..hehe

“belajar tinggi-tinggi, bodoh bertingkat2”

“orang yang pandai tak semestinya bijak”

Sometimes I wonder, kenapa smua benda ni berlaku...salah siapa?salah asuhan ibu bapa?didikan guru?societies’ expectation? or sbnrnya kita yang xikot ajaran yang satu? Let’s ponder, think and reflect.

Jauh lagi perjalananku ini

Banyak lagi yang perlu aku belajar

Banyak lagi rintangan yang akan kutempuhi

Ya Allah

Tunjukknlah hambaMu ini jalan yang lurus

Jalan orang-orang yang Engkau beri nikmat kepadanya; bukan jalan mereka yang dimurkai dan bukan pula jalan mereka yang sesat

AMEEN....

(1;6,7)

Note: posted, replied.

please......

please...

please...

and please...

please be nice to us...

please be fair to us...

please be considerable and understand us...
We are human too.

Cuak mode: Insyallah you can do it!!! Buat yang terbaik...It’s okay to make mistake wahai  

                       diri...we are learning...Just do it!Just look forward!

“We don’t give erasers to the early childhood kids. Why? We want them to look forward not backward.”

(Shaleen, 2010)

Fighter

To N

Bukan wang yang aku harapkan...

Hanyalah kepercayaan yang aku nilaikan...

Bukan berniat untuk berdiam diri...

Tetapi tiada kata yang kumampu ungkapkan lagi...

To P

Andai tidak mampu berpegang janji...

Usahlah manis mengukir janji...

Kelak ia memakan diri...

I have had enough

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."(2:286)

Yakin dan percayalah wahai hati

Hari yang ditunggu pasti akan tiba

Jika kau merasakan besarnya ujian ini

Maka ingatlah

Diluar sana

Masih ramai lagi hambaNya

Yang menghadapi ujian yang lebih besar daripada ujianmu ini

Bertabah!

E, 
Thanks for your words last night. 
You really made my night. 
Thanks for ALL!
Hanya Allah sahaja mampu membalas hati budimu, Insyallah.
Really grateful to have you in my life.

I play cards not heart.

HAHAHAHAHA

Lame.

Funny.

Can I say that life is so funny?

Nope!

I should say that life is full of funny bones.

After almost one year...

You told me another story...

I was like...

OMG!

How should I respond?

How should I react?

How should I ....what’s more?

Hahaha....

Can I laugh?

Sorry...

Oopss..sorry...I already laughed

What are you trying to say actually?

Sorry...
I couldn’t figure it out

Now I understand why they were laughing that day

Am I experiencing the same?

Hey!!!

I play cards 
Not heart.

THANK YOU.

Enough.fullstop.

Enough.

As expected!!!!

I don’t know whether I can believe you or not...

We both on the same boat...

Other friends too...

Some of them are even worse...

I am not mad at you...

and not also hate you...

I’m wordless...

I’m speechless...

I’m emotionless...

I don’t know what should I reply to you...

I don’t even know how I should react to your messages...

SORRY... I have no word for you...

“Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you badly. Let God deal with the things do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too” (Zam, 2010)

Can I just let the time decide the solution??

I don’t want to think about this...

I don’t want to be bothered because of this matter...
I have a lot and more important things to think of, to deal with and to do....

‘Ukur baju di badan sendiri’       

'Mendengar guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan’

‘Berpegang lembu pada talinya, berpegang manusia pada janjinya’

Betapa indahnya tinggalan orang Melayu dahulu...

Betapa telitinya hasilan orang Melayu dahulu...

Bukan digarap hanya untuk ditatap tetapi digarap untuk anak-anak bangsa menghayati dan beramal