Prayers from here

Hope that you are safe there...

Hope that you can survive till the end...

Hope that you won’t give up...

Aku bukannya sengaja nak emo weyh

Ko kawan aku

Walaupon ko salu pow aku

Walaupon ko xcaya pasal yang aku cerita haritu...

Tapi...

Ko salu dgr aku merepek2

Ko salu dgr aku emo2

Ko salu jadi kaunter aduan aku

Ko juga salu bg smgt kat aku...bg nasihat...bagi pndpt...

Bila ak suh ko balik Malaysia

Ko cakap....

“Hani, orang hidup sampai umur berapa pon, 10, 20, 100...kalu dah ajal...akan mati juga”

Seriously aku sebak...

Dalam cemas-cemas camtu...

Dalam keadaan yg xsecure camtu...

Ko still sangat tenang...

Bila ak tanya ko makan apa...

“Makan je la apa-apa yang ada, jangan bimbang”

Bila aku suh ko pergi Jordan

Ko cakap...

“Hani, aku ada sepluh ringgit je ni”

Bila ak cakap pnjam duit aku dulu...

Ko tolak

Macam-macam alasan ko kasik....

Malas nak keluar la

Bahaya kalu keluar dari rumah la

Susah nak bayar balik la

Paling aku sebak bila ko jawab...

“Hani, ko duk kl...byk nk kena pakai duet..mahal...”

Ko still fikir camtu....even sbnrnya aku tau ko tgh sesak gila...

Hurmmm....

Tak perlu risau pasal ak kat sini...

Atleast aku di sini...

Di Malaysia

Sorry sgt2
Ak ckp ak dh xde kedit td

Padahal....

Aku tanak ko tahu ak sebenarnya dh banjir sebenarnya....

Sebab aku tahu

Betapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikulnya...
Sebab aku tahu
Ko tanak aku risau sebenarnya

Hope everything will be fine soon...AMEEEN

Ya Allah, aku mohon padamu agar Engkau selamatkan dan peliharalah sahabat-sahabatku dan Muslim di Egypt sana, semoga mereka sentiasa bertabah dan tidak berputus asa...ameen...

Back to track again...

OK!

Dah lama gila x menulis...kinda bz (chehh...alasan kunun...mayb la kan...sort of bz n not in the mood of writing actually)

I just realized that I’ll write a lot when I’m not in a stable condition(bunyi cm parah ja..haha...what I mean is not in the good feeling)

I guess writing blog kinda help me to ease the ‘feelings’

Oh my sweet DECEMBER

Home sweet home.

After two years menjenguk tempat2 org...now I’m back!

Back with a new ‘me’ I guess...Insyallah

Nothing much different (OK tipu! brg2 dh berubah sbb banjir haritu)

(Tipu lagi!) Till now...I’m still learning to believe....

Believe the fact that in this era...there are people who kill people silently...

Ya Allah, Engkau tolonglah hambaMu ini...

Betapa kerdilnya hambaMu ini...

Oh my sweet JANUARY

Back in IPBA!

Lain cerita,

Lain benua,

Lain penerimaannya.

Fine,

I have had it enough

I said enough...Enough la!

Enough with your stories,

Enough with your sorry,

Enough with your excuses...

Cause I have had them enough....

Thank you for giving me this experience~

It is out!

It is out.

The Result.

Am I happy?

Am I frustrated?

Not really sure...

But,
Alhamdulilah

I am really sure...

I am relieved.

I am grateful.

I am proud of myself.

“Cause learning is not about grades”

“It is about learning”

And now...
I'm learning to learn it...
Wholeheartedly.
Insyallah

You and me

It’s clear now

You and me

Yours and mine

Different!

Sometimes I wonder

Who are we in your eyes?

Are we too different?

Though we are not in the same boat

We still sail it on the same ocean...

lab test

I went to the Red Hill Collection for the lab test as suggested by Dr Jan Casey...Alhamdulilah, I was told that they will send the bill straight away to the Medibank (kopak la kalu kena byr sndri)...She asked me, “Do you want to do it now?”... I said “Yes!!” (dengan amat confident skali..padahal dr kecik2 mmg takot jarum)...After a few seconds, I realized that she took about 5 tubes of my blood (patutla lama sgt)...Gudness!!Byk ok!!!

I really hope that the result will come out clean...Ameen

Met Hanis at city. She told me “Kau pucat sgt..kau ok ke?”. At the moment I felt nothing, cuma lenguh tangan sebelah kanan ja...bila dh sampai umah...huii penat and letih gila...At last KO for 2 hours....hee (skrg dh ok cuma lengan masih lenguh....mmg camneh eh?)

various....

Firstly,

Alhamdulilah...for the 1^st time in these two years I got 7 for both assessments thou rmai ckp lecturer tu saiko...

For me, she’s bit saiko but if u follow what she said..insyallah u’ll be fine....

Then why you guys nk bising2?Dtg kelas x? Buat cam dia cakap x?

Pandai-pandai pk la..dh besar dah pon....

Secondly,

I’m bored already..Fa...ku sudah rindu..thx for visiting us here...hope u enjoy the trip to the fullest

Bila bawa Fa berjalan-jali di Kota Brisbane, I just realized that besar jugak rupanya Brissy neh... (apola.. dh nk balik bru nak tahu ke?haishhh)

Fa..Thanx for treating me at Max Brenner...(kusuka waffle tu...sedaapp)

Alamak!!lupa nk sedut gambo!!!!

Nanti la ya..jgn delete tau!

Thirdly,

Welcome back home to the fruit pickers....

Mmg kental abes la....

Ak yg dgr ni pon rs terseksa....

Btw, tanned gila weyhh korg...(nk tggu tgk si scottish bertukar menjadi african..tp cm xkesampaian ja...heee)

Happy ak td tgk korg mkn even yg ak masak tu cm xsedapp...hehe...ya ampunnn!!!

Get well soon to both of you!

Lastly,

Ish..ak dh xtau nk ckp apa2 dh...

We can’t play all the times!
There is time for that.

And there is a limit too.

You should know it

It’s a common sense
People's life pon ko leh buat main2....
(Perlukan org tlg explainkn ke?)

OK..DAH LEGA!ALHAMDULILAH!

Eid Adha

Eid Adha celebration...

Nothing much could be told....

Just a plain celebration with a painful stomach....